Silence no more

I thought this might be a way for me to gain some free therapy, from writing. I wanted to share my story.. so these first three chapters are something that were supposed to go in the book that Rick was writing.. but it is my story and so I shall keep it and tell it. I am a bit embarrassed by all that has happened and sharing such intimate details of a marriage that has been private.. but maybe my story will give others hope and strength.. those who suffer in silence never telling friends or family how hurt they really are.

My mask became to much to wear anymore... it started to chip and the real me was becoming exposed. I couldn't hide it any longer.

This will be a place for me to share my thoughts when I feel like it as I go through the many changes and obstacle Divorce can bring and lets not forget emotions.

Thanks for being there for me those of you who are.. you are my rocks.. and I love you. Hugs Airaka.. Ms. WHATYAMACALLIT